is pondering what his next move should be...

is driving more fuel efficient now with his new alignment.

wishes everyone a happy groundhogs day!

realizes that modded cars need a lot of special care. can't fill up at certain gas stations, can't get alignments at MOST places, only mexican shops will mount my tires, etc. my baby is worth all the trouble! ;)

had to stop at 5 gas stations before he could actually fill up.. DAMN you chevron and your short nozzles!

is anxious about the next bolsa mr2 meet!

wishes everyone a happy and safe lunar new years!

was driving on slicks this morning in the rain in an mr2... almost like a death wish if you ask me. ;)

chowing down some mama ramen with veggies and root beer, then washing that down with a banana and water melon and two tablets of tums. ;)

is glad this is a short week!

is enjoying the day off! maybe some cafe lu? ;)

only has feeling in half his lower jaw. =)

is still tired from a late night out in k-town. didn't get home till 3.30am!



is losing weight still! MUST hit the gym!

just finished a yummmy cup noodles for breakie. =)

actually used the freeway to get to work today. good times. =)

is finally online at the new house. 20Mbps download baby!

is getting his baby an oil and filter change.

is feeling your pain if you're at work today!

is spending the first new years at home alone babysitting Charlie's dog x. Lazy dog!

is settling into his new home after having spent the last 12 years living in irvine.

is spending the first night at the new home!

is CRYING because of his curbed rim.... :'(

is sitting at work in pants that is damp and uncomfy....

is painting his room regatta bay with ultra white crown molding

is officially a home owner!!!

is ECSTATIC about his baby's new digs!!!

is anxiously awaiting to walk into his new home VERY soon after just wiring money over to escrow just now...

is back from vegas and ready for a short week!

back and ready for a short week!

is heading home after a fun and interesting vegas experience!

is in vegas this weekend

is elated to have his baby back!

today? maybe? hopefully there's not too much traffic from ontario to riverside seeing that sore legs and hard clutches don't go so well together.

one more day... :'(

@ is picking up his baby TONIGHT! btw... gmail themed!

time to shop for a lender! AND car eta tomorrow night!

is going into a two week escrow starting today/tomorrow!

is hungry. what's for lunch?!

@ is looking for anyone developing iphone apps using the gcc from cydia... anyone?

is preparing for the caffeine withdrawal.. the headaches already started...

is a bit tired without coffee

thinks he may have gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD)!!!

is taking suggestions on tattoos and the location of... only serious suggestions need respond. =p

has been awake since 3am from a bad dream. :'(

is thinking fitment issues will push the project 2 weeks out. shop eta is next week. my eta is one additional week tacked onto theirs.

hopes society isn't lonely without him

is enjoying a bowl of cereal before bed!

got rejected from getting on his bus bound for home since it was full due to a disabled christian man that visits campus every day to recruit new souls...

is groovin to dean martin

is expecting the return of his baby this coming Saturday

wishes everyone a happy halloween and enjoy those mini skirts! woOT wOot!

just got an orgasm at work gawkin at his new dubs

is bumpin the early 90s old school hiphop tunes

is done with lunch. onto pumpkin pie!

is across the bridge for luncho!

snuggles with gwen and dreams of his car. Ohhhhhh the excitement!!!

misses his car, but excited everything is coming together.

just got back from yogurtland and campus... oh the girls in short shorts.. HOT

@ is enjoying a caramel macchiato and checking on daily news, facebook, hotornot, etc etc!

primer getting slapped on this weekend.. then two more weeks!

is searching for costume ideas this year... any thoughts or suggestions?!

is enjoying a nice cold slurpee.

is now carless for about a month while his baby is getting a make over. let the countdown begin!

is taking his baby in for a makeover tomorrow. won't be going out for the next few weeks!

is now watching a dog of flanders

is watching the never ending story

wow, is it me? or is it actually COLD right now?

has retracted his offer... will be looking at more potentials soon!

is anxious his offer was accepted. Now into escrow we go!

is reading Steppenwolf in bed

is watching the crazy DOW tank!

has finally witnessed a Korean get wasted tonight. ;-p

is the new past!



amazed the fresh meat this year is yet again o soooo yummmy =)

is out chillin with danny, jen and ray!

almost blacked out at the gym

sits outside in solitude enjoying the light breeze under the shade from the beating sun with the rustling of leaves all around conjuring images of deep thought

is going to kick some ass with his new tennis racket today!

experienced the first time being kicked out of a club

is exhausted from house hunting

is searching for a good body shop that doesn't cost 12k for a bodykit install and new coat of paint...

is watching 90210. Times have changed...

is thinking that he has to NOW send his car to the body shop sooner than planned after his hood decided it wanted to high five his windshield!

is wondering what to do next.

is wondering when he'll reach the prime of his life @31

is finally sleeping early again

is playing with pingfm. lemme know if anyone needs an invite. ;)

testing out pingfm blog feature

so the day is coming where all the social networks will be but one huge chaos. i can now broadcast, thanks to pingfm, to all my blogs from a central dashboard, im, phone... interface. watch out folks!

pingfm is friggin awesome!

this should only update my status from this bot

testing blog post from pingfm-aim!

Testing ping... 1 2 3

siddhartha

well its about time i finished another book. always difficult to find some quiet time without falling asleep in this heat.

here's what i got out of it:

* Siddhartha points out "When someone seeks, then it happens all too easily that his eyes will see only the thing he is seeking, that he cannot find anything, cannot let anything in, because he is always thinking only of that thing he seeks, because he has a goal, because he is possessed by the goal. Seeking means: having a goal. But finding means: being free, being open, having no goal."

* "One can convey knowledge but not wisdom. One can find wisdom, one can live it, one can be borne by it, one can work wonders with it, but one can neither speak it nor teach it."

* "Time is not real.... And if time is not real, then the span that seems to lie between world and eternity, between suffering and bliss, between evil and good, also is an illusion."

now if you're interested in these key points, i'll be glad to explain and elaborate on them. after all each point can be a book on its own, but none the less VERY insightful.

^.^

friend vs acquaintance

so i'm looking at my chat buddy list just now and realized how misconstrued my definition of a friend was before i got it organized. why did i start to organize my buddy list you might ask? well one reason was i couldn't see who was online without having to scroll up and down even on the highest resolution. i've met a lot of ppl in my time. naively enough though, i presumed all of them to be friends. at some point though, i think they were. but being a friend is a two way streak i think.

i'm tired of being the only one reaching out to some of these so called friends. some i know are busy, but that's no excuse to not be able to drop a quick message or email or phone call saying what's up. i have true friends that do that even if they are busy with life you know what i mean? i mean, i reach out even if i'm busy myself. i think ppl use the term friends too loosely these days. just like love and a few other words i'm sure you can think of.

so when is time for ppl to reassess their definitions of certain terms? well for me, as i'm getting older, it's a matter of convenience really. i only need to talk to and spend time with friends that return the same sentiment i feel towards them. after all, i'm not a kid anymore where knowing lots of ppl meant that you are cool. i'll leave that game to the kids to play.

this is not to say that shut myself out from making new friends. ;) i'm always open to new friends, i'm just more selective is all. my buddy list now consists of maybe a handful of names i would chat to often. the rest are a collapse acquaintance list.

i apologize to my friends now if you are reading this... because now you get ALL my attention! ;)

news from abroad

so... got back from my trip to paris maybe a few days ago. on our last night there, i got news from a fellow traveler from canada that in july, amsterdam will ban smoking in their cafe smoke shops. just a heads up for those that have some vacation time to head over there before july!

happy 420'ing!

old school convo ;)

(11:02:14 PM) bluenerv: oh shit! nuthin be a g thang!
(11:02:22 PM) bluenerv: bumpin
(11:02:31 PM) tee: oh lord
(11:02:34 PM) tee: get out of the past dood
(11:02:36 PM) bluenerv: two loc'ed out niggas going crazy!
(11:02:38 PM) tee: and listen to new wave
(11:02:42 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:02:44 PM) tee: lol
(11:03:01 PM) tee: your a vietnamese fraud!
(11:03:03 PM) bluenerv: ain't no pussy good enuf
(11:03:28 PM) bluenerv: its fo me to make my impression felt
(11:08:10 PM) bluenerv: its time you get some old school gangsta shit bumpin in your car =)
(11:08:19 PM) tee: ahha
(11:08:21 PM) bluenerv: none of the girlie new wave gay shiznits
(11:08:22 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:08:22 PM) tee: girls like newwave
(11:08:26 PM) tee: ahha
(11:08:32 PM) bluenerv: you want bad ass girls =p
(11:08:40 PM) bluenerv: not some girlie girl =)
(11:08:46 PM) bluenerv: she ain't no good in bed yo
(11:08:47 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:09:05 PM) bluenerv: give me 7 seas.. and 11 g's
(11:12:44 PM) bluenerv: oh man.. good memories yo
(11:12:51 PM) bluenerv: warreng
(11:13:15 PM) bluenerv: back in my nigga days twas sweet ;)
(11:13:50 PM) tee: lol i have all that shits
(11:13:52 PM) tee: boooring
(11:13:54 PM) bluenerv: gotta put me some hydraulics on the deuce ;)
(11:13:59 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:15:49 PM) bluenerv: tick tock ya dun stop
(11:15:57 PM) bluenerv: i wanna sex you up!
(11:16:15 PM) bluenerv: come inside take off your clothes i'll make you feel at home
(11:16:21 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:16:27 PM) bluenerv: now that'll get the girls =)
(11:16:30 PM) tee: bel biv devo
(11:16:36 PM) bluenerv: we can do it till we both wakeup
(11:16:36 PM) tee: bobby brown
(11:16:38 PM) tee: new edition
(11:16:44 PM) bluenerv: another bad creation =)
(11:16:48 PM) bluenerv: color me badd
(11:16:51 PM) tee: ya
(11:16:52 PM) tee: all that
(11:16:55 PM) tee: on youtubers
(11:16:58 PM) tee: all day long
(11:16:59 PM) bluenerv: good good shit =)
(11:17:47 PM) bluenerv: boys II men
(11:17:51 PM) bluenerv: all for one
(11:17:52 PM) tee: silk
(11:17:56 PM) bluenerv: man oh man
(11:17:56 PM) tee: new kids on the block
(11:18:01 PM) bluenerv: keith sweat
(11:18:04 PM) tee: immature
(11:18:06 PM) tee: keith martin
(11:18:10 PM) bluenerv: wtf
(11:18:11 PM) tee: richard marx
(11:18:14 PM) bluenerv: hahaha
(11:18:20 PM) bluenerv: back to your gay roots =p
(11:18:24 PM) tee: i can go on for days
(11:18:26 PM) tee: you got shit on me dood
(11:18:30 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:18:33 PM) bluenerv: too short
(11:18:36 PM) bluenerv: nwa
(11:18:41 PM) tee: you white music listening viet fraud!
(11:18:43 PM) bluenerv: milli vanilli
(11:18:46 PM) bluenerv: vanilla ice
(11:18:50 PM) tee: snow
(11:18:53 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:18:57 PM) bluenerv: i have that still =)
(11:18:58 PM) tee: positive k
(11:19:07 PM) tee: wrex n effects
(11:19:14 PM) tee: naughty by nature
(11:19:16 PM) bluenerv: onyx
(11:19:19 PM) tee: onxy
(11:19:21 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:19:22 PM) tee: ya lol
(11:19:25 PM) bluenerv: slam!
(11:19:30 PM) tee: duh duh daaaa
(11:19:35 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:19:40 PM) tee: kris kross
(11:19:46 PM) tee: house of pain
(11:19:53 PM) tee: young mc
(11:19:59 PM) bluenerv: naughty by nature
(11:20:01 PM) tee: bust n move
(11:20:08 PM) tee: run dmc
(11:20:18 PM) bluenerv: beastie boys
(11:20:43 PM) bluenerv: jodeci
(11:20:46 PM) bluenerv: swv
(11:20:53 PM) bluenerv: salt and peppa =)
(11:20:59 PM) bluenerv: envogue
(11:21:10 PM) bluenerv: what else ya gots
(11:21:10 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:21:15 PM) tee: shit
(11:21:17 PM) tee: yoru cheating
(11:21:22 PM) tee: stop lookin it up
(11:21:23 PM) bluenerv: who says =p
(11:21:30 PM) tee: paperboy
(11:21:32 PM) tee: ll cool j
(11:21:32 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:21:34 PM) tee: coolio
(11:21:38 PM) tee: tlc
(11:21:46 PM) bluenerv: nah uh. you ain't go there
(11:21:52 PM) bluenerv: easy e
(11:21:54 PM) tee: aliyah
(11:21:57 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:22:04 PM) tee: too short
(11:22:07 PM) bluenerv: kc & jojo
(11:22:13 PM) tee: usher
(11:22:14 PM) bluenerv: i already said too short =p
(11:22:14 PM) tee: hahah
(11:22:23 PM) bluenerv: usher ain't old school =p
(11:22:27 PM) tee: lol
(11:22:29 PM) bluenerv: babyface!
(11:22:31 PM) bluenerv: 112
(11:22:36 PM) bluenerv: brian mcknight
(11:22:46 PM) bluenerv: jagged edge =)
(11:22:51 PM) bluenerv: oh snaps
(11:22:52 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:22:52 PM) tee: yawns
(11:23:00 PM) tee: shai
(11:23:03 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:23:10 PM) bluenerv: kid n play
(11:23:23 PM) bluenerv: dj jazzy jeff and the fresh pince
(11:23:34 PM) bluenerv: dr dre!
(11:23:39 PM) bluenerv: damn dude
(11:23:40 PM) bluenerv: OG
(11:24:09 PM) bluenerv: pharcyde (sp?)
(11:24:10 PM) bluenerv: hehe
(11:24:15 PM) tee: lol
(11:24:20 PM) tee: da brat
(11:24:22 PM) bluenerv: westside connection
(11:24:23 PM) tee: dmx
(11:24:29 PM) bluenerv: da brat.. damn
(11:24:31 PM) bluenerv: good one =)
(11:24:34 PM) bluenerv: nas
(11:24:42 PM) tee: ligther shade of brown
(11:24:44 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:24:45 PM) bluenerv: damn
(11:24:50 PM) bluenerv: another good one =)
(11:24:50 PM) tee: masta ace
(11:24:55 PM) tee: method man
(11:25:00 PM) bluenerv: notorious!
(11:25:02 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:25:02 PM) tee: excape
(11:25:06 PM) bluenerv: 2pac!
(11:25:08 PM) bluenerv: dude
(11:25:09 PM) tee: foxy brown
(11:25:15 PM) bluenerv: you missed some legends ;)
(11:25:20 PM) bluenerv: mase
(11:25:39 PM) tee: allure
(11:25:50 PM) bluenerv: keep it up yo. you're almost catching up to me ;)
(11:25:52 PM) tee: one of my all time fav..is digable planes
(11:25:58 PM) tee: planets
(11:25:59 PM) bluenerv: oh snaps
(11:26:00 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:26:06 PM) tee: cause im cool like dat
(11:26:06 PM) tee: lol
(11:26:07 PM) bluenerv: blackstreet =)
(11:26:17 PM) bluenerv: fugees!
(11:26:39 PM) bluenerv: genuwine
(11:26:48 PM) tee: lol
(11:26:51 PM) tee: ok ok i give up
(11:27:08 PM) bluenerv: shit. who sings tennessee
(11:27:12 PM) tee: haha
(11:27:14 PM) tee: too easy
(11:27:20 PM) bluenerv: on the tip
(11:27:21 PM) tee: arested developement
(11:27:24 PM) bluenerv: damn
(11:27:25 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:27:30 PM) tee: mr wendel
(11:27:34 PM) bluenerv: yup
(11:27:40 PM) bluenerv: wyclef
(11:28:23 PM) bluenerv: shoot
(11:28:34 PM) bluenerv: i'm wayz ahead
(11:28:34 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:28:51 PM) tee: lol
(11:29:59 PM) bluenerv: damn.. missed kai
(11:30:11 PM) bluenerv: black sheep
(11:30:31 PM) bluenerv: a tribe called quest
(11:31:06 PM) bluenerv: fat joe
(11:31:38 PM) bluenerv: krs-one
(11:31:46 PM) bluenerv: snoop!
(11:32:00 PM) bluenerv: fat joe
(11:32:00 PM) tee: justin timbalake
(11:32:03 PM) bluenerv: ice cube
(11:32:05 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:32:09 PM) tee: chris brown
(11:32:11 PM) tee: omario
(11:32:12 PM) tee: n
(11:32:15 PM) bluenerv: you mean nsync =p
(11:32:18 PM) bluenerv: that's older yo
(11:32:19 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:32:41 PM) tee: ahh shit
(11:32:45 PM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TC37P5ukwNU
(11:32:50 PM) bluenerv: c+c music factory
(11:32:59 PM) tee: omgat i foudn this song
(11:33:09 PM) bluenerv: tevin cambil
(11:33:11 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:33:24 PM) tee: thank god for youtube
(11:33:30 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:33:30 PM) tee: ahah i see fat joe
(11:33:32 PM) tee: 1994
(11:33:33 PM) tee: lol
(11:34:21 PM) bluenerv: johnny gill
(11:34:33 PM) tee: da youngstas
(11:34:37 PM) bluenerv: kool and the gang
(11:34:56 PM) bluenerv: the gap band
(11:34:59 PM) bluenerv: mc hammer!
(11:35:25 PM) bluenerv: tony toni tone
(11:35:34 PM) tee: lol
(11:35:41 PM) bluenerv: domino!
(11:35:46 PM) bluenerv: heavy d!
(11:35:51 PM) tee: oh ya domino
(11:36:06 PM) bluenerv: sir mix a lot
(11:36:06 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:36:10 PM) tee: rappin foe tay
(11:36:19 PM) bluenerv: dj kool
(11:36:22 PM) bluenerv: dj quick
(11:36:29 PM) bluenerv: oh good one =)
(11:36:45 PM) bluenerv: sugar hill gang =)
(11:38:41 PM) bluenerv: did we already say wrex n effex?
(11:38:46 PM) tee: yup
(11:38:49 PM) bluenerv: damn
(11:38:50 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:38:51 PM) tee: rump shaker
(11:38:59 PM) bluenerv: all i wanna do is a
(11:39:21 PM) tee: can we talk
(11:39:26 PM) tee: tevin camp ..
(11:39:29 PM) tee: i love that song
(11:39:29 PM) tee: lol
(11:39:30 PM) bluenerv: ahh
(11:39:31 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:40:01 PM) tee: total
(11:40:12 PM) tee: swv
(11:40:13 PM) bluenerv: i almost got informer lyrics down
(11:40:15 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:40:22 PM) bluenerv: i already said swv =p
(11:40:24 PM) tee: dam
(11:40:31 PM) bluenerv: them lyrics was crazy
(11:40:48 PM) bluenerv: faster then ditty by paperboy =)
(11:40:49 PM) tee: here you go
(11:40:50 PM) tee: lol
(11:40:54 PM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pK-JkHDAW7A
(11:41:02 PM) tee: gota bob your head to this song
(11:41:30 PM) bluenerv: lol. i loved that song
(11:41:39 PM) bluenerv: snaps yo. snaps
(11:41:40 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:41:43 PM) bluenerv: good base
(11:41:45 PM) bluenerv: bass
(11:41:48 PM) tee: haha ya
(11:41:49 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:41:52 PM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tS0-kMGOMw
(11:41:54 PM) tee: shes soo hots
(11:42:23 PM) bluenerv: dude. gotta finish this first =)
(11:42:29 PM) tee: lol
(11:42:38 PM) bluenerv: can't disrespects =p
(11:42:47 PM) bluenerv: what's the diner song
(11:42:53 PM) bluenerv: that's good shits too
(11:42:54 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:42:57 PM) tee: wats that?
(11:43:03 PM) bluenerv: one sec
(11:43:48 PM) bluenerv: oh shits.. you READY?!
(11:43:49 PM) bluenerv: http://youtube.com/watch?v=8cy5Xn42Ymo
(11:43:51 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:44:05 PM) bluenerv: suzanne vega yo
(11:44:08 PM) tee: oh ahha
(11:44:15 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:44:16 PM) tee: oh ya..try this one
(11:45:11 PM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ka9mCmx9Jhs
(11:45:12 PM) tee: ahhah
(11:45:49 PM) bluenerv: lol. why you gotta bring in that girlie shiznits
(11:45:50 PM) bluenerv: lol
(11:45:55 PM) tee: you started it
(11:45:56 PM) tee: lol
(11:45:57 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:52:17 PM) bluenerv: de la soul
(11:52:19 PM) bluenerv: man
(11:54:42 PM) bluenerv: oh shit. almost forgots marky mark
(11:54:59 PM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pKriidFbnGg&feature=related
(11:56:18 PM) bluenerv: haha
(11:56:41 PM) bluenerv: i'm gonna collect all these cds =)
(11:56:55 PM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-Lubur9G6s&feature=related
(11:56:56 PM) tee: ahhaha
(11:56:59 PM) tee: homies
(11:57:16 PM) tee: it bumps
(11:57:22 PM) bluenerv: there's some songs i forget the group
(11:59:30 PM) bluenerv: gotta ride to da homies one of deez weekenz =)
(11:59:42 PM) tee: lol
(11:59:59 PM) bluenerv: man i need a sounds systems
(04/15/2008 12:00:04 AM) tee: lol noo
(12:00:04 AM) bluenerv: sad
(12:00:07 AM) tee: you need bbk
(12:00:09 AM) tee: ahha
(12:00:11 AM) bluenerv: lol
(12:00:20 AM) tee: ya i could tell you was enjoying loud music
(12:00:53 AM) tee: omgat
(12:01:00 AM) tee: you remember this
(12:02:18 AM) bluenerv: remember wha
(12:02:42 AM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHoDM3FsVgc
(12:02:49 AM) tee: shit bumps yo
(12:03:10 AM) bluenerv: oh shit! that's one that i fogots
(12:03:10 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:03:17 AM) bluenerv: there's still some more!
(12:03:19 AM) tee: ahha it was cools shit
(12:03:19 AM) bluenerv: find it!
(12:03:24 AM) tee: wat kind?
(12:03:24 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:03:28 AM) bluenerv: hmm
(12:03:32 AM) tee: raps?
(12:03:37 AM) bluenerv: yups
(12:03:42 AM) bluenerv: old school power106
(12:03:44 AM) tee: girl or man?
(12:03:50 AM) bluenerv: man
(12:03:51 AM) tee: group or solo
(12:03:55 AM) bluenerv: it was around this time
(12:04:09 AM) tee: wat kinda beats
(12:04:50 AM) tee: theres also
(12:04:51 AM) bluenerv: well around the same times as conscious daughters
(12:04:58 AM) tee: funk doobious
(12:05:04 AM) tee: bow wow wow
(12:05:10 AM) tee: i mean
(12:05:11 AM) bluenerv: those i know
(12:05:18 AM) tee: funk newbian?
(12:05:19 AM) tee: lol
(12:05:24 AM) bluenerv: there were some singles i fogets
(12:05:29 AM) tee: alcholics?
(12:05:34 AM) tee: make room
(12:05:35 AM) bluenerv: hmm
(12:05:42 AM) bluenerv: it's this bumpin songs
(12:05:43 AM) tee: liquid
(12:05:46 AM) bluenerv: deep bass
(12:06:11 AM) tee: hmm
(12:06:14 AM) tee: need more hints lol
(12:07:58 AM) bluenerv: haha. if i remembered some of the lyrics i could look it up =)
(12:07:59 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:08:21 AM) tee: just type it out on google
(12:08:36 AM) tee: or the chorus at least
(12:08:40 AM) bluenerv: yeah. i dun remember much of it. i just knows i'm missing some =)
(12:09:00 AM) tee: i dam swear
(12:09:06 AM) tee: i used to think im mexican or black
(12:09:12 AM) bluenerv: lol
(12:09:16 AM) tee: with daytons
(12:09:18 AM) bluenerv: i'm always black yo
(12:09:20 AM) tee: and hydro
(12:09:25 AM) tee: dam tv
(12:09:38 AM) bluenerv: i was cruzin on my gt dyno ;)
(12:10:02 AM) tee: i had a GT mach one
(12:10:19 AM) tee: with arraya rims..seal bearings
(12:10:23 AM) tee: 3 piece crank yo
(12:10:29 AM) bluenerv: lol
(12:10:47 AM) bluenerv: well i gotta retro mag now =)
(12:10:59 AM) tee: lol
(12:11:46 AM) bluenerv: http://www.buzzillions.com/dz_182969_mirraco_signature_retro_mag_reviews
(12:11:48 AM) bluenerv: hehe
(12:11:55 AM) bluenerv: sittin at work in my office =)
(12:12:03 AM) tee: LOL
(12:12:13 AM) tee: i didnt like those freestyle bikes
(12:12:16 AM) tee: too heavy
(12:12:18 AM) bluenerv: lol
(12:12:27 AM) tee: i sucked at goin off jumps
(12:12:29 AM) bluenerv: my dyno was a racer bike
(12:12:37 AM) tee: the pedal spins around and spikes my chin
(12:12:44 AM) bluenerv: i needed this bad for for my new weights ;)
(12:12:50 AM) tee: lol
(12:13:08 AM) bluenerv: this one is light though
(12:13:18 AM) bluenerv: not like them old freestyle gt bikes
(12:14:49 AM) tee: dam theres this song i forgot
(12:15:23 AM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=td2e9KBIbgU
(12:16:23 AM) bluenerv: lol
(12:17:22 AM) bluenerv: damn. dats from his first dre released album
(12:17:25 AM) bluenerv: old shit
(12:17:25 AM) tee: nortorious big sky is the limit
(12:17:34 AM) tee: ya those days
(12:20:05 AM) bluenerv: damn. use to remember all them lyrics
(12:20:10 AM) tee: ahha ya
(12:20:13 AM) bluenerv: shame i fogets =)
(12:22:30 AM) bluenerv: http://youtube.com/watch?v=jooJca4sXyY&feature=related
(12:22:32 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:22:38 AM) bluenerv: there's your domino
(12:22:43 AM) tee: lol
(12:23:13 AM) bluenerv: ahmad. back in the days =)
(12:23:14 AM) bluenerv: damn
(12:23:17 AM) tee: ahha
(12:23:20 AM) tee: thats all you
(12:23:21 AM) bluenerv: when i was a little kid =)
(12:23:24 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:23:26 AM) tee: i wish i was a lil taller
(12:23:30 AM) bluenerv: lol
(12:23:30 AM) tee: big baller
(12:23:35 AM) bluenerv: rabit in a hat
(12:23:38 AM) bluenerv: with a bat
(12:23:39 AM) bluenerv: =)
(12:24:11 AM) bluenerv: aights yo
(12:24:19 AM) bluenerv: we cd shoppin this weekend =)
(12:24:23 AM) tee: ahha
(12:24:35 AM) tee: why
(12:24:37 AM) tee: just dl it
(12:24:41 AM) bluenerv: cause i wants it all =)
(12:24:48 AM) bluenerv: cd quality
(12:24:50 AM) bluenerv: =p
(12:25:06 AM) bluenerv: for when i gets my bumpin sound systems =)
(12:25:12 AM) tee: lol
(12:25:18 AM) tee: how much you wannna spend on it
(12:25:27 AM) bluenerv: haha. i'm making it list
(12:25:38 AM) bluenerv: gettin it a bits at a time =)
(12:25:49 AM) tee: lol
(12:25:53 AM) tee: the system?
(12:26:58 AM) tee: cant forget this song
(12:27:03 AM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fKBfeZnl4Jc
(12:27:25 AM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjBH12NWYrI
(12:27:40 AM) bluenerv: oh shit. outcast
(12:27:41 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:28:20 AM) bluenerv: i have that album. alienz
(12:28:21 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:28:52 AM) tee: oh shit this song
(12:29:01 AM) bluenerv: i liked funkdafied
(12:29:27 AM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jOqEn9L3GNQ
(12:30:30 AM) bluenerv: oh shit.. almost fogots bone thugs n harmony!
(12:30:35 AM) tee: lol
(12:30:48 AM) bluenerv: i have them too =)
(12:31:06 AM) bluenerv: i think dats when charlie started to listen to music =)
(12:31:07 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:31:29 AM) tee: lol
(12:31:38 AM) bluenerv: gots history on him tho. i started back in 4th grade =)
(12:31:55 AM) tee: hey who sings this song
(12:32:00 AM) tee: let me send it to you
(12:32:14 AM) bluenerv: dunno that title ;)
(12:32:15 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:32:52 AM) bluenerv: dude
(12:32:53 AM) bluenerv: jay z
(12:32:55 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:33:23 AM) tee is offering to send file 01 Track 1.wma
(12:33:31 AM) Starting transfer of 01 Track 1.wma from tee
(12:34:07 AM) tee: cannot for the life of me figure who sings it
(12:34:41 AM) bluenerv: lol
(12:34:52 AM) Transfer of file 01 Track 1.wma complete
(12:34:53 AM) tee: k gogoggo
(12:34:54 AM) bluenerv: lets see if i hears it =)
(12:35:29 AM) bluenerv: doesn't sounds old
(12:35:41 AM) bluenerv: i knows the sample though
(12:35:43 AM) tee: like ll cooj j days
(12:35:49 AM) bluenerv: ll cool j samples
(12:35:54 AM) tee: sounds like lougin
(12:35:57 AM) bluenerv: yeah
(12:35:58 AM) bluenerv: remakes
(12:36:12 AM) tee: kinda
(12:36:12 AM) bluenerv: actually... more remixin his samples
(12:36:14 AM) tee: dif lyrics
(12:37:05 AM) bluenerv: sounds too much like swv / ll cool j =)
(12:37:13 AM) tee: i thought it was total
(12:37:34 AM) bluenerv: i don't think i evers heard total before
(12:37:48 AM) tee: total is the chicks that sings ll cool js chorus
(12:37:51 AM) tee: on lougin
(12:38:35 AM) bluenerv: ahh
(12:38:45 AM) bluenerv: maybe it's her then =)
(12:38:54 AM) bluenerv: which is why she can sample it =)
(12:38:58 AM) tee: lol
(12:40:12 AM) tee: ahh ha!!
(12:40:46 AM) bluenerv: wha. found it?
(12:40:54 AM) tee: shades- tell me
(12:41:28 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:41:46 AM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61o60nYS_Uo
(12:41:48 AM) tee: yay
(12:41:50 AM) tee: i love youtubers
(12:42:18 AM) bluenerv: still tryin to beat me
(12:42:19 AM) bluenerv: lol
(12:43:06 AM) tee: ghost town dj's
(12:43:14 AM) bluenerv: ahh
(12:43:17 AM) bluenerv: ghost town
(12:43:18 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:43:42 AM) bluenerv: youz be ridin cute little bikes when i waz listening to these :-D
(12:44:21 AM) tee: lol
(12:45:16 AM) bluenerv: haha. genuine
(12:45:32 AM) tee: red light special
(12:46:06 AM) bluenerv: inoj =)
(12:46:18 AM) tee: tag team
(12:46:28 AM) tee: whoomp there it is!!
(12:46:33 AM) bluenerv: wow. quad city dj's
(12:46:34 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:46:40 AM) bluenerv: comon ride the train!
(12:46:48 AM) tee: lol
(12:47:40 AM) bluenerv: we gotta be missing mo =)
(12:48:08 AM) tee: ya theres alots
(12:49:46 AM) tee: jocelyn enriquez
(12:49:51 AM) tee: rockell
(12:50:10 AM) tee: in a dream
(12:50:26 AM) bluenerv: lol
(12:50:52 AM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRvugJ_lR8M&feature=related
(12:51:10 AM) tee: some freestyle mixed in
(12:51:10 AM) tee: lol
(12:51:40 AM) tee: bunch of pinays
(12:51:50 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:52:51 AM) bluenerv: dude. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXTIXaRvOFA&feature=related
(12:53:01 AM) bluenerv: do you miss me!
(12:53:02 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:53:16 AM) tee: theres a version thats the best
(12:53:58 AM) bluenerv: yah. the original is better
(12:54:21 AM) bluenerv: nu flavor!
(12:54:22 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:54:32 AM) bluenerv: lil suzy!
(12:55:25 AM) bluenerv: oh shiznits.. let me bring you back to your old schools
(12:55:26 AM) bluenerv: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13vzmQoy95Y&feature=related
(12:55:28 AM) tee: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kX5VLMQeBuk
(12:55:34 AM) bluenerv: haha. buffy - first love!
(12:55:35 AM) tee: oh ahah
(12:55:49 AM) tee: i like katalina
(12:56:46 AM) bluenerv: lol. sirina paris =)
(12:56:53 AM) bluenerv: sarina.. =)
(12:57:02 AM) bluenerv: innerlude!
(12:57:11 AM) bluenerv: still loving you =)
(12:57:24 AM) bluenerv: forte - could this be love
(12:57:56 AM) tee: dam theres to omnay songs to enjoy
(12:58:02 AM) tee: one voice
(12:58:31 AM) tee: One Voice - Never Leave Your Side
(12:58:44 AM) bluenerv: haha
(12:59:13 AM) bluenerv: we'll keeps them asian songs for tomorrow =)
(12:59:14 AM) bluenerv: lol
(12:59:18 AM) tee: lol
(12:59:23 AM) tee: theres soo many
(12:59:24 AM) bluenerv: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ukFl0o0ApDU&feature=related
(12:59:29 AM) tee: that never made to radio
(12:59:31 AM) bluenerv: london beat =)
(12:59:44 AM) bluenerv: i've been thinkin about you
(12:59:45 AM) bluenerv: lol
(01:03:57 AM) bluenerv: aights. tomorrow i build me this list =)
(01:04:03 AM) tee: k
(01:04:13 AM) bluenerv: then we shops. lol
(01:04:31 AM) tee: hahha gay

my fling with opportunities

closing the door to past chapters seems a bit easier now that i've had a decent amount of practice. disappointment is something i can expect and manage much better in a timely manner. life was meant to be carefree and enjoyed one day at a time, such as the lessons taught by my parents when i was younger. its no wonder i see them happy more often than not.

hence life is great! i've taken my opportunities and didn't let them pass me by, even if they fell through. makes for living in the present a bit easier since i hardly have to wonder about the past and those what-if questions.

so far my pursuit for a new job is still in the works and the current count is 0 for 1. i've discovered my weaknesses and shall improve before the next attempt. my pursuit for in relationships on the other hand is 0 for 2. lastly my business opportunities is still pending, but i'm quite hopeful with this one since i don't see reasons why it will fall through. we have the ppl experience, money, and the foresight along with motivation.

the future is a constant change given the actions of the present. you have no future if you don't take the risks to follow your dreams. and on that note... i solute those risk takers. good luck!