guess who's still up ;)

i think i'm too excited to sleep so i'm up posting another entry this morning. i had some tea and coffee for dinner so i'm thinking that might be why i'm wide awake also. although i did take some tranquilnite to try and sleep. apparently it's not working as you can tell. i loaded up my mp3's on the laptop and i'm sitting here listening to them while the tv is on in the background.

i wish i had a camera so that i can take pictures of this picturesque city. i've always had a thing for small town surban style cities. i guess it reminds me so much of upstate NY. i've always dreamed of raising a family in such a place because it's so peaceful. you don't have to worry about crime or your children getting into too much trouble. i like the fact that there is one of everything in a small town. one movie theatre, library, etc.. then those small mom and pop stores...

i'm seriously picturing myself with a pad in NJ these days. it's close enough to NY for the city life and back home for the suburban lifestyle. irvine has really pampered the way i live and act. i sit back and complain about things and never lifted a finger. we'll see if moving away from there will change anything.

i know i've said that i won't be concentrating on girls till after my discoveries, but once i'm ready... i want to find someone that has travelled as much or more than me. i personally think she will be more cultured and understands the world more... a person born and raised in a place like irvine... i don't think they can truly appreciate what it is they have, even if they think they do. it's such a sheltered place to be raised in.

wow. i'm still not tired. anyone know of a stronger sleeping pill? ;) for some strange reason... i feel like dancing right now. crazy. maybe it's the mp3's i'm playing., even though it's a slow song. actually justin timberlake is on tv. i can't tell what show it is on mtv cause the volume is down, but they have clips of justin dancing. the guy is an amazing dancer. wow, these guys imitating justin are horrible. wonder if i can do better. =)

ok. that's it for now... i'm going to watch this dance show. hopefully i can pickup some new moves for the next clubbing event. ;)
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