Friday, January 20, 2006

its friday! san jose, here i come!

ok. 20 days remaining till i can officially drive again. sucks i can't even rent a car out of state cause the judge jacked my license. 2 hours remaining till i take flight today! i really can't wait to see danny, jen, and ray. i missed our weekly hangout like we use to have, but maybe we can make some new memories i can hang onto.

last night i didn't get much rest. i had a bad dream involving gretchen. i think i saw a side of me that i've never seen before and its kinda weird. if i still remember the details later, i'll describe how it went.

can a person really change that much in terms of their personality after a drastic change in their life? i look at everyone who has gone through some form of change in their lives and most have turned out for the better. then i question the path i'm heading towards and it doesn't seem that i'm really better off. who knows, maybe it just takes some more time and i'm just rushing everything.

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